Long since i last update my blog..put it almost a month.
Well...firstly im so lazy to actually type out eventhough ive been spending hours infront of my computer...secondly...i have nothing sooo much very damn well interesting happening in my life...

Life has been fine so far. I guess from the outlook appearance of it...but inner only God knows...
Thgs have been happening...worse things due to the cruelty of some human being can be.
Struggling to keep everything into place and lead life as per normal when hatred conquers.
My most fears almost happened right infront of my eyes leaving me traumatic and disgusted over some human being actions. Humans that has no conscience in them anymore...fill with revenge and black heart. The same thing happening again and again throughout my entire life i have to witness suffering of my family due to some heartless creation of god called humans. I can never stop wondering when will these ever end. Those pple who can only came up with conclusions and negative remarks but have they ever bother to take the initiative to ask why? what happen?...its worse when those pple are the pple who you once used all ur efforts to protect. Seeing those pple smiling and laughing after what they have actually put you through. Shits after shits....

Witnessing all of things that befall my family due to those heartless and brainless pple...how can i ever find forgiveness in my heart? Yes if god can forgive us humans y cant i? because im jus a mere humans...im not God...How can i ever have any forgiveness in my heart for pple who put my family through shits...deep shits and walk away as if they have done nothing.....

Im not GOD...may God have forgiveness for them....

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