Been sooo long again since i last updated my blOg...
so maaanYyyy things have been happening....

LIfe has been totally happy for me except for certain stuff....
Werk so far is fine......but yeah my dad keep on nagging about taking fuLL time...
No point giving explaination when he just wont simply understand...haish...
End up...i will always be the one holding sooo many negative tittle on me...
Its okaY....everytime that happened i will always hav to keep on saying the same thing..
ITS OKAY NANA...EVERYTHING GONNA B ALRIGHT IN E END....hmmm...
Umpteens timess e same thing is being repeated again...n umpteens times i hav to tell myself that...To always having to pull myself up again and again when onLy just by words....hurting words....that never fail to pull me down....
i have to keep on telling myself..IM STRONG....IM A STRONG GERL.....
Its okay..its okaY.....he's my dad afterall isnt it...all dad would want the best for their children....
haish....nvm....
Its a burden tho having to find ways n keep on trying hard to do sumtink to make him happy...make him proud...make him feels satisfied...and always end up with dissappointments and hurting words....
Its okay...its okay...haish....
Evrythg gonna b alright....in e end.... -_-

Forget about that for now....anyway...its been 2mths plus with my bby...and things has gone very well...im totally sooo happy with him....as in very2 sincerely happy...im luving e feelings that im goin thru.... =]]
The sad part is....he's away for country calls...duh...~
again...its okay..its okay..Im strong....ive been enduring shits stuff for all this yrs...wats is there to compare to just this....
Only e hardddd part is when missing him sooo much till you just dont know what to do....tsk...
but itssss okaaayyy.....hmmm

My birthday coming and still i have no idea of what to do..n where to go...haish...havent even tell my dad yet about overnite e day...haish....i dont know why...ders no feeling of excitement eventho birthday is coming....i guess....missing him so much kept me busy then thinking about my birthday....=p

Waiting patiently for my pay......haish..im like totaLLy broke....oMg...i dont noe how many day i hav to survive having my stomach tied....bleargh....ask parents for money has beeen soooo heavy lately....i just dont want that thgs to b one of e thingsss being brought up again and again...which has been done....
ItS okay...nvM....i can survive... -_-

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