Its 1:22 am and i cant seems to get myself to sleep eventhough i am feeling very tired. Its hard to sleep when your mind still running. Honestly my mind is tired, im physically and mentally tired.
Every single day, not able to sleep without having to think about work. About the things at work and hoping that evryday at work will go smoothly.
Sometimes i wonder why others can say no and get away with it easily when it comes to me i cant bring myself to say no or retaliate.
Honestly i cant take it anymore. My body, my mind just cudnt take it anymore but its like having to force to hold on through it.
I keep on telling to myself things will get better but then things never get any better. I never tried and i always wants to try to make it better to change e things but e self confidence is not there. And i choose to keep
On goin through the suffering and shits.
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