Can i go to sleep and wake up tomorrow morning and realised that everything that has happened is jus a bad dream?

My fren told me everything happen for a reason....
The only best thing that i can do is to pray hard and be patient.

Thats life isnt it....
Road of life can never b smooth all the way.
There will always be bumps here and there.
To overcome all those bumps one has to be strong n determined.
I wish i was really that strong and determined.
I thought i was to only realised that i wasnt totally that way.

I dont want to trouble my parents and no matter how hard i try i will still end up troubling them.
No matter how hard i try to avoid from facing all these mishap i will still end up in mishap.
One after another.

I know nobody can run away from the unlucky n unfairness of life...

For all these years looking back...
I realised how ive been trying and strugglin to be strong.
To try my very best to b Perfect...but e fact is no one can ever b Perfect.
How hard ive been trying everytime to pick myself up again when i fall real hard in any situation
Put myself back together and keep going on.
To build up strength and determination to overcome every problems faced.
To try very hard to amend all those mistakes and wrong move ive made before...
And at the end of the day when again thgs starts to fall apart i realised i wasnt that strong n determined enough....

I was merely putting on a strong cover outside to hide my fragile inside..
Walking with my head held high up with confidence when inside bow down low....
As if i can do anything without worries when inside i have doubts on my own ability...






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