Its not that i dont noticed...
Its not that i dont know..
Its not that i dont feel it...
Its not that people dont tell me..
Its not that people dont warn me..
Its not that people dont advise me...
Its just that I jus choose to ignore and remain silent..
All i need is honesty rather than pretending...
Dont run but face it....

If wateva that i noticed know and feel is true...be honest...
Dont left my questions unanswered....
I need a firm ground to stand on...
I need a definite directions to move on to....
I dont want to be left clueless....
And knowing when its too late...


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Anyway...
Inform my manager about the lost keys and fortunately i only have to duplicate the keys...
pheww....But yeah extra work to do isnt it...
Roster is out im off on Thurs n Fri...whee....
Plans? not yet...just see who is free anyway...

Meet up with one of my looonggg losttt close fren just now....
Been like two years? very longg...
Glad that he manage to recall me....
Julie came down and fendy later..
Chill and talk about the past memories...it was fun....
Im glad that he's back eventhough friendships just end sourly before...
Hope it will stays the way it was again till the end....

Hmm working morning later and not yet asleep....
How to sleep when things cant stop running through your mind...
when soo many unanswered questions playing on your mind....
To ignore or to doubt...
Bleargh....

Finish talking with two of my bestfriends....
Feels a bit better...
Both said the same thing...
The exact same thing...
i dont know....
i seriously dont know..haish..

Im hating it...
Im seriously hating it....
Hating this feeling that im going through...
AGAIN...


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